Steve - 7/1/02
Dedicated to my brother Steve, who is no longer with us. Sixteen years, my heart still aches. your life was out of control, someone removed the brakes. I don't blame you for the choice you made. had I been in your shoes, I too would have been afraid. your feelings were shunned, your thoughts were changed. Your belief system totally rearranged, for their benefit. to this day I want these people to pay, for what they did, they caused so much pain. they broke your spirit, they ripped out your soul. you were stuck in that prison, that rotton hell-hole. they made you feel you had no one to turn to, no where to go. I knew the real you, what you had inside. a gentle spirit, a raw talent, an incredible beauty, that died. died at the hands of criminals they chose to take it away. if it takes the rest of my life those fuckers will pay. I am so very sorry for what you went through, wherever you are I am sure you can feel my love for you. Love you Steve! |